Uncertainty lies

You know my feelings are getting overwhelming when I have (resurrected) set up my blog to cement this uncertainty! I know I'll eventually get over this but let me just air it out once and for all.


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Personal post aside, may this small space in the void be an invitation to finally start some game brainrot thoughts! While I love the analog style I'm doing now, it still feels different when it's here. Otome games really rewire my brain because just last week, I have no ~thoughts~ but now, hey, I'm writing again and hopefully I can publish a self-indulgent fic lol! Time to manifest and pray to the ao3 gods that I can see this through ><

I feel so much better now, weirdly enough! Writing really helps me find my balance, and process whatever the universe throws at me.

Blogging and speaking my mind in a void unknown has been a frustration of mine ever since I was young - many trial and errors have happened, from Livejournal, tumblr, blogpost, you name it! But here I am trying once more in the hopes that I can still spark some fire in my heart to start over. When life was about to knock me out, I saw a tweet / blog that really resonated with me! (thank you so much lelouch.dev)

I feel I offer nothing since there are:

• no grand fireworks display when I do something
• no social media worthy pictures when I do my daily walkies
• no inspirational shit to share with you

but no matter how mundane it gets, somewhere around the world, a person may find comfort that there is someone like them who feels the same way. I think that put a smile on my face despite that Thursday being a total shitshow. May you find the comfort in the mundane as well, dear reader, whoever you are.

Take care now!