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Random day when I want to share something
Hello, dear universe! Life has been rough so I'm here again (lol this pattern is so concerning, you should try logging beautiful emotions and fine sunny days for a change?? lol) Anyways! I thought I log today's side quests.
So for one, I tried to put screen protector for stellablobbu (btw this is my new adopted ipad haha) but i did so horribly that I dunno if it will affect my upcoming undead event! haha
Next, I tried writing for my future self and got it mailed after a few months! Honestly? I have put all my emotions there so this post will just be remnants of it. I just want to get off brainrot reels time so I logged in haha (no...)
Oh yes, I can finally say I'm done with my PTE! scores are better than expected but yknow I couldve done better but hey, with the time I had and the state of mind I have, that's the best haha :((((( It's just surreal how I'm still capable of writing in english and I can still take tests lol work really nerfs your capacity on things? My last update was them submitting my documents.
I really hope it goes well, it's just my ticket to resignation at the moment haha like a valid and concrete one. Sure, I'm still so hesitant about everything but I know staying more years here will really k word my faith in everything. I am meant to be somewhere more productive? I feel so stuck right now and I feel so stupid in a way? it's so weird that people are also so rude in the office. each and every one of them? like, why does everyone feel that they have to be vindictive? like they have to be rude to make themselves feel that they are above you? This is not the culture that a person wants to be, right? man i dunno, work is still ass and it wont change, not in this work lifetime.
I cried a bit while writing my future me letter because i really feel so small lately and crying was something i hadnt done this much this year, im not a crier? but man life offers crying like it can solve a bit of the clouds inside my heart and mind uwu
I'm getting so sidetracked alrdy! I'll just go here for another entry hehe hopefully about a finished game or book! haha
My motivation this week:
----
the person that you could've been
or the life you could've lived isn't real.
It's an illusion and a fantasy that only exists in your head.
All you have is here and now. -- tumblr bakwaaas
Take care, now.
E!
So for one, I tried to put screen protector for stellablobbu (btw this is my new adopted ipad haha) but i did so horribly that I dunno if it will affect my upcoming undead event! haha
Next, I tried writing for my future self and got it mailed after a few months! Honestly? I have put all my emotions there so this post will just be remnants of it. I just want to get off brainrot reels time so I logged in haha (no...)
Oh yes, I can finally say I'm done with my PTE! scores are better than expected but yknow I couldve done better but hey, with the time I had and the state of mind I have, that's the best haha :((((( It's just surreal how I'm still capable of writing in english and I can still take tests lol work really nerfs your capacity on things? My last update was them submitting my documents.
I really hope it goes well, it's just my ticket to resignation at the moment haha like a valid and concrete one. Sure, I'm still so hesitant about everything but I know staying more years here will really k word my faith in everything. I am meant to be somewhere more productive? I feel so stuck right now and I feel so stupid in a way? it's so weird that people are also so rude in the office. each and every one of them? like, why does everyone feel that they have to be vindictive? like they have to be rude to make themselves feel that they are above you? This is not the culture that a person wants to be, right? man i dunno, work is still ass and it wont change, not in this work lifetime.
I cried a bit while writing my future me letter because i really feel so small lately and crying was something i hadnt done this much this year, im not a crier? but man life offers crying like it can solve a bit of the clouds inside my heart and mind uwu
I'm getting so sidetracked alrdy! I'll just go here for another entry hehe hopefully about a finished game or book! haha
My motivation this week:
Wishing everyone a great week, Go after your goals and remember I'm rooting for you - Sir Lewis Hamilton
----
the person that you could've been
or the life you could've lived isn't real.
It's an illusion and a fantasy that only exists in your head.
All you have is here and now. -- tumblr bakwaaas
Take care, now.
E!